Brittle

This piece, which uses chained hay(na)ku inside, was written for Read Write Poem Prompt # 52: Face Your Fears and Do It With Oomph!

This poem, in essence, is “to be continued”, as I was very recently diagnosed with type II diabetes. It runs in my family. A very prominent member of my family died of complications one month short of her fiftieth birthday because she did not follow doctor’s orders, did not take her insulin, did not watch her sugar intake. When she died in October 2000, she had already had one heart attack, one or two toes amputated, and had been completely blind for five years prior to her death.

When I was diagnosed in September of this year, the first thing I thought of was how she died, and this spectre has been hanging over my head since my diagnosis. How am I facing the fear of going out like she did? Taking control of my blood sugar levels…and writing this poem, which is more or less a transcript of my mind when I began to catalog and reckon with my greatest fear to date. It’s a little different than anything I’ve tried before, so gentle reader, please bear with me as I take you along for the ride.

-Nicole

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daylight
has faded
only night remains
a banshee’s song
in my
ears
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Marketplace

This stream-of-consciousness piece was written for two prompts: One Single Impression prompt #37: Paradox and this week’s Totally Optional Prompt (Marketplace). Enjoy.

-Nicole

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Heartbreak feels good.
So good it hurts deep down to your spine,
deep down to your soul.
You want that ache over and over again;
it’s your drug,
and you need your fix.
You need the pain to survive;
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Writing Wrongs Poetry on Tuesday, November 18

Writing Wrongs Poetry Slam will be having Jon Sands as the feature poet on Tuesday, November 18! According to William Evans of WW, “Jon Sands will be home for Turkey Day and we’re taking advantage. The energy will be high for this Cincy-Born, NYC-tested poet when he hits the stage.”

WW will also be holding another qualifying slam for the Women of the World Poetry Slam Finals that evening and as always, open mic!

Location: Urban Spirit Coffee Shop, 893 E Long St, Columbus, OH
Admission: $5, $4 w/student ID
Time: 8 PM to 11 PM

Release the Light

This poem was written for two prompts: Tuesday Title at Poefusion (“Red Music of Burning Glass”) and Read Write Poem Prompt # 51: Peel the Onion. This was a collaborative piece written from material contributed by several members of Read Write Poem (for more details, follow the link above to RWP). Enjoy.

-Nicole
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artifices

I.
brittle glass on top of skin
you wince when you hear the red music
of its burning from fiery words
outer pain melts its way inward, encases you in stasis
gives you unseen green skin, horns, and strange trumpet ears
your ogre lives inside
beneath warm smiles and pleasant gestures
a surly growl, a sullen look

II.
taught rough rope moves through this world
taught fiber optic nerves respond in reflex
block fists, spray formic acid
piss on their sacred cows to even the score
but no Warholesque masterpieces flow from you
just tainted water and stench

III.
pieces of you stick to whoever gets close
they require surgical removal
so you sit in a wombat’s corner
radar eyes scan shoe shuffles, forgotten creases and ruffled hair
crawl up into a tree with silent mental pictures
of your purloined goods
smirk at your clandestine getaway
from the dance of red blood and flushed skin that is life

reality

IV.
you get human, you get lazy
drop Polaroid prints of yourself for others
to pick up, look at, insert into their own mental photo albums:

your open office door betraying pictures of
your multicolored family on your monitor
in full screensaver view

your refusal to eat meat, your barely perceptible shudder
when you see skin stretched across ottomans

your sobs heard through a door as you
tend inner bruises, insults, and scabs and then
hurriedly glue yourself together, mop up the tears left over from
an impromptu tsunami

backlash

V.
now you notice that you’ve dropped far too many pictures
what do you do?
scurry, gather them up
suspicions rise as thought ribbons to tie you down
who saw what? who will say what to whom?
barely survive the strangling from the boa constrictor
ribbons wrapped around your neck
move with with austerity, look over your shoulder
a comatose spirit watching self in half-tones
wishing for the dawn

question

VI.
what are you hiding?

a little girl who likes chocolate ice cream most of all
and who rides her favorite yellow bike around the block?

a young boy sneaking into an empty construction site
to play within its cage of studs and trusses,
the whole world close enough to touch?

a man grabbing chips in his cold tight claws,
collecting too many to hold or swallow or chew or lug in a massive bag
until he must let them fall away?

a woman who still remembers empty mailboxes
and emptier promises?

truth

VII.
peer through the unseen gossamer curtains
that divides inner soul from outer layers
when the curtain is drawn back
your truth stumbles forth, blind and sloppy
sometimes the breeze blows the curtain open
you’re fooling no one

release

VIII.
so release the light, let it burst forth
penetrate your layers, peel them back
become both onion and peeler
cry as you are peeled away
there’s a quivering soul at the core
holding out a single rose
hoping someone will take it from your fingers

the end

IX.
now a question:
this reflection in the mirror
these thoughts, these images, this truth -
was it you or was it me?

Written 11/3/08, 11/4/08, and 11/5/08
© 2008 Nicole Nicholson and the folks at Read Write Poem. All Rights Reserved.

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First Draft Poetry Night @ Writer’s Block, Saturday, November 15

Writer’s Block is holding its First Draft Poetry Night on Saturday, November 15 at 8:00 PM at Kafe Kerouac, 2250 N. High Street, Columbus, Ohio. Admission is $3. This is a night to read new poems only and is hosted by WB’s only Joanna Schroeder.

Joanna says that “instead of our usual feature, we are going to do a theme show for political poetry. If you have new work that you’ve written in the aftermath of the election, bring it on. If you have older work, bring it out and we can switch up readers to give it a new spin! It will be a red, white, and blue extravaganza – and will include new work sent across the ocean by WB ex-pat John Troyer.

We will also have the traditional First Draft Open Mic, where new poems and new poets are encouraged to hit the stage! Come early, as parking will be limited! See you there!”

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Requiem

This constanza was written for One Single Impression Prompt #36: Disguise and is based on the death of Mozart. I was inspired to write this after attending a performance of Mozart’s “Requiem Mass in D Minor, K 626″. Apparently, Franz Count von Walseeg had anonymously commissioned the piece from Mozart, but was planning to pass it off as his own composition for his late wife, Anna. Enjoy.

-Nicole

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This Requiem has taken hold;
poison courses within my veins
and I languish in terror’s chains.

Night draws near and my skin grows cold;
sunlight distant now fades away.
The Count will have his mask today.

Through my fingers this sullen gold
that cannot mollify my eyes -
it, the reward for his disguise,

slips away to a fate untold
and with it, my soul wrapped in notes
and sent across the Styx in boats.

Inside Elysian fields enrolled
my soul will be once I’ve arrived
and music’s bliss will be revived.

Written 11/2/08
© 2008 Nicole Nicholson. All Rights Reserved.

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