| it’s the way | you blame me |
| your breath | like regret |
| smells like | broken whiskey and overdue bills |
| poor white trash | dropping from the smokestacks |
| that makes me suck in | draw in |
| mine | my belly like an empty church |
| Marlboro wind | full of the God that left us |
| magazine cowboys | that I still look for |
| I know that your arms | angels rescued from Greek tragedies |
| are made of barbed wire | Cassandra’s lips runneth over |
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so that my fingers |
can give you apologies in unspent paychecks |
| can dance with pencils | burn everything that we’ve crucified |
| and charcoal | but they cannot make the magic |
| you tried to make this our home | that we so desperately need |
| I make mine | out of the imprint of your daddy’s shadow |
| inside sketch paper | and the shed skin of erasers |
| that is made out of mirrors | where his last name should be |
| the creek knows | you consult |
| that polluted goddess full of stink and junk | the Oracle of Steelville |
| she told me | to find |
| that there are steel screams | the crooked remains of a life gone to seed |
| rippling in sine waves | prayers |
| under your skin where | blueprints for our exodus |
| muscle should be | I look in the mirror |
| this is the poison | I see Agamemnon |
| fabulous and modern | as a woman |
| I’m sorry | I still smell the smoke in your hair |
| if you don’t like my mirror – I | build pyramids |
| just reflect | how the sun will never see |
| what’s around me | our escape |
Written 4/14/10
© 2010 Nicole Nicholson. All Rights Reserved.
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This poem, a cleave, was written for NaPoWriMo #14: You Want Me to Write a What? over at Read Write Poem. Yes, it’s my prompt. I figured it just wouldn’t be right if I didn’t write for it.
This is in the same vein of some small town poems I’ve already written, for example “Litany to a Melancholic” and “The Creek”. The speaker in “The Creek” is a teenaged girl growing up in a “white trash” area of the same town and is raised by a single mother. She has aspirations of being an artist, and is very talented at illustration. She appears again in this poem — she is speaking in the left hand poem, and her mother is speaking in the right hand poem.
I hope you enjoyed this poem (or shall we say, 3-in-1 poem).
-Nicole
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